Friday, March 29, 2024

The horizon

Sailen Routray

Translated by Samprati Pani


Bindusagar Tank, Bhubaneswar
Photo Credit - commons.wikimedia.org/Government of Odisha

While returning from college, our vehicles—my Spectra and his Scooty—automatically turned into the Venus Inn lane in Bapuji Nagar. We were supposed to go to the Old Bus Stand to buy magazines. How we’d reached Bapuji Nagar, I had no idea.

Both of us stopped in front of the A.K. Mishra Bookshop. To mark our attendance, we went in and did a quick round. The Legouis and Cazamian he had ordered had not arrived. Neither had the Raise High the Roof Beam, Carpenters I’d ordered.

As we turned towards Venus Inn, he said, ‘I can’t eat paneer dosa!’

‘I’m not in the mood for Khatta Mitha’s chole bhature!’ I replied.

It was a December evening. The sun was on the horizon. Like our vehicles had involuntarily turned into Bapuji Nagar, our feet too turned towards Jagannatha Tiffin Shop. In those days, Jagannatha had not yet started dishing out snacks without onion and garlic. Just as we reached, Ranjan had probably taken out the singidas and put in the first batch of baras* into the hot oil. Seeing us, Ranjan, without uttering a word, served us four one-rupee singidas in a leaf bowl. No sooner had we demolished the piping hot singidas, Ranjan put two one-rupee baras in the same leaf bowl for me, and a couple for him in a fresh bowl.

After eating and making the payment, as we started our vehicles, he asked our customary question, ‘What did you like today—the bara or the singida?’

Refolding my shirt sleeves, I replied, ‘You’.

‘There’s no one as shameless as you.’ Saying this, he quickly started his Scooty and flew away into the horizon, like a dragonfly in Bhubaneshwar’s unseasonal storms.

The two ends of his scarf were the dragonfly’s wings.

Note: This English version of the story (originally written in Odia) was first published in the blog Chiragh Dilli as a part of the piece titled "The city, in love" on September 4, 2022. It is part of a larger series of stories set in Bhubaneswar. In her editorial note to the piece published in Chiragh Dilli, the translator Samprati Pani describes the series in the following words - "The stories are around the theme of ephemeral and routine encounters of love, or its possibility, located in places that serve as public and private landmarks of everyday life in the city."

Friday, March 22, 2024

ଚାହା ଦୋକାନ

ଶୈଲେନ ରାଉତରାୟ


ସଚିବାଳୟ ମାର୍ଗ, ଭୁବନେଶ୍ୱର (୨୦୧୯ ମସିହା)
ଫଟୋ କ୍ରେଡ଼ିଟ୍ - ୱିକିମିଡିଆ କମନ୍ସ୍/ ଆଇଏମ୍୩୮୪୭


କେଶରୀ ପାଖ ଚାହା ଦୋକାନ । ଓଡ଼ିଆ ମାଲିକର ନୁହେଁ । ତେଲୁଗୁ ଷ୍ଟଲଟା । ବୈଶାଖ ମାସ । ମୁଣ୍ଡଫଟା ଖରା । 

ମୋର ଚାହା ଦରକାର ନଥିଲା । ଡେରିରେ ଲଞ୍ଚ୍ କରି ବାହାରିଚି ଘରୁ । ଖାଇଲି, ଉଠିଲି । 

ତରବରରେ ଘରେ ପିନ୍ଧିଥିବା ଇଟା ରଙ୍ଗର ହାରେମ୍ ପ୍ୟାଣ୍ଟ୍‌ଟା ପିନ୍ଧି ଆସିଚି । ଉପରେ ପୁରା ହାତବାଲା ହେନ୍ଲି ଟିସାର୍ଟ୍ ଗୋଟେ, ଶିଉଳି ରଙ୍ଗର । ଯୋଉଟା ସଞ୍ଜନାକୁ ଭଲ ଲାଗେନା । 

ତା’କୁ ଏଇଟା ଲାଗେ ମଳିଛିଆ । ହେଲେ ମୋ’ର ଏଇ ରଙ୍ଗଟା ବହୁତ ପ୍ରିୟ । ତମକୁ କାହିଁକି ମଳିଛିଆ ଶାଗୁଆ ରଙ୍ଗ ଭଲ ଲାଗେନା ସଞ୍ଜନା?

ମୁଁ କାହିଁକି ବୋଲି ଭାବିଲା ବେଳକୁ ଦେଖ‌ୁଚି ଯେ ପାପୁନ, ଚାହା ଦୋକାନର ପିଲାଟା ମୋତେ “ଆଜ୍ଞା କଅଣ ଦେବି” ବୋଲି ପଚାରୁଚି । ତା’ ମୁହଁରୁ ସ୍ପଷ୍ଟ ଯେ, ସେ ମୋତେ ଅତି କମ୍‌ରେ ଥରେ ଏୟା ପଚାରି ସାରିଚି ।

“ନାଲି ଗୋଟେ ଦିଅ । ମହୁ ସହ । ଲେମ୍ବୁ ବେଶି । ଆଉ ତୁମ ମସଲା ଉପରୁ ଛିଞ୍ଚିବନି ମୋଟେ ।” ସେ ମୁରୁକୁହସା ଦେଇ କହୁଚି, “ଜାଣିଚି।”

ମୁଁ ଚାହା ନେଇ କେଶରୀ ପାର୍କିଂର ମୁହାଣିଟାକୁ ଛାଡ଼ି ସେପଟକୁ ଯାଇ ଗଛ ଛାଇରେ ଠିଆ ହେଉଚି । ସେଲୁନ ଆଗରେ । ସେଲୁନ ବନ୍ଦ । ଅନ୍ୟ ସବୁ ଦୋକାନ ବନ୍ଦ । ଝାଞ୍ଜି ନାଇଁ । କାଉ କୋଇଲି କେହି କେଉଁଠି ନାଇଁ । 

ଚାହା ସବୁ ଦିନ ପରି ଠିକ୍ ଅଛି । ରଙ୍ଗ, ତାତି, ମିଠା, ଖଟା, ବାସ୍ନା, ସବୁ ଠ‌ିକ୍ । ଦୁଇ ସୁଡ଼ୁକାଏ ନେଲା ପରେ ମୋତେ ହଠାତ୍ ସିଗାରେଟେ ଟାଣିବାକୁ ଇଚ୍ଛା ହେଉଚି । 

“ନେଭିକଟ୍ ଅଛି?”
“ନା ।” 
“ଗୋଲ୍ଡ଼୍ ଫ୍ଲେକ୍?”
“ଛୋଟ ନା ବଡ଼?”
“ଛୋଟ?”

ନିଆଁ ଲଗାଇବା ପାଇଁ ଦିଆସିଲି ଉଠାଇଲା ବେଳକୁ କଇଁଛ ଛାପ । ବହୁତ ଦିନ ହେଲାଣି ଦେଖିନି ଆଉ । ମୁଁ ଗୋଟେ ଦିଆସିଲି ପ୍ୟାକେଟ୍ ବି ଧରୁଚି । ଗୋଟେ କଇଁଛ । ମାତ୍ର ଟଙ୍କାଟିଏ ।

ସିଗାରେଟ ଲଗେଇ ଚାହା ଗିଲାସ ଉଠେଇଲା ବେଳକୁ କ୍ୟାବିନର କଳା ଧାର ଉପରେ ମାଟିଆ ରଙ୍ଗର ଗୋଲଗୋଲ ଦାଗ । ଚାହା ଗିଲାସ ପଛର । ଦିଶୁଚି ଶାଢ଼ିର ଧଡ଼ି ପରି । ଶାଢ଼ିଟା କେଉଁ ରଙ୍ଗର ? ଆଉ କାନି ?

ମୁଁ ଆସି ଗଛ ତଳେ ଠିଆ ହେଲା ବେଳକୁ କୋଉଠି ଗୋଟେ କୁମ୍ଭାଟୁଆ ଗମ୍ଭୀର କଣ୍ଠରେ ହୁଁ ହୁଁ ବୋବଉଚି ପାଖରେ । ମୁଁ ଉପରକୁ ଚାହିଁଲା ବେଳକୁ କେହି କୁଆଡ଼େ ନାହିଁ । 

କଦମ୍ବ ଗଛର ମୂଳ ଗଣ୍ଡିଟା ନାଇଁ । ଯେଉଁଠି ଭାଙ୍ଗିଚି, ତା’ର ଠିକ୍ ତଳ ଆଡ଼ୁ କଡ଼ରୁ ଦୁଇଟା କେନା ବାହାରିଚି । ସିଧା କେନାଟା ମୋଟା ହେଲେ ବି ବେଶି ଲମ୍ବ ନୁହଁ । ଚେତେରେଇନି । 

ଅନ୍ୟ କେନାଟି, ଯେଉଁଟା ରାସ୍ତା ଆଡ଼କୁ ମାଡ଼ିଚି, ସେଇଟା ଲମ୍ବା । ସେଠୁ ଅନେକ ଶାଖା, ପ୍ରଶାଖା ବାହାରିଚି । ସେଇ କେନାଟା ଯୋଗୁଁ ହିଁ ଛାଇ । ହେଲେ କୁମ୍ଭାଟୁଆର ନାଁଗନ୍ଧ ନାହିଁ ।

ମୁଁ ଉପରୁ ମୁଣ୍ଡ ତଳକୁ କଲା ବେଳକୁ ଗୋଟେ ନୂଆ ମଡେଲ ଭେସ୍ପା ଆସି ଠିଆ ହେଉଚି ରାସ୍ତା ସେପଟେ । ସ୍କୁଟରରୁ ଓହ୍ଲଉଥିବା ପିଲାଟା ପିନ୍ଧିଚି ନୀଳ ରଙ୍ଗର ଜିନ୍ସ୍ ପ୍ୟାଣ୍ଟ୍ ଆଉ କଳା ରଙ୍ଗର ପୋଲୋ ଟିସାର୍ଟ୍ । କଳା ! ଏଇ ବଇଶାଖରେ ? ଲମ୍ବା ଚୁଟି । ଅଣ୍ଟା ଯାଏଁ ପଡ଼ିଚି ।

ସେ ଚାଲିଚାଲି ରାସ୍ତାର ଏ ପାଖକୁ ଆସିଲା ବେଳକୁ ତା’ ମୁହଁରେ ଦିଶୁଚି ଗୋଟେ ଲମ୍ବା ସ୍ମିତହାସ ।

“ସୁସ୍ମିତ୍! ତୁମକୁ ଚିହ୍ନି ପାରିଲିନି ।” 
ସେ ମୋତେ ଭୃଲତା ନଚେଇ ପଚାରୁଚି, “କାହିଁକି?”
“ତମେ ତ ପୁରା ଲଣ୍ଡା ରହୁଥିଲ ।”
“ଏଡ଼ିନବରା ମୁଁ ଚୁଟି ବଢ଼େଇବା ପାଇଁ ଯାଉଚି, ସେ କଥା ଆପଣଙ୍କୁ କେବେ କହି ନଥ‌ିଲି?”
“ହଉ । କିନ୍ତୁ ତା’ ସହ ଏମ୍‌ଫିଲ୍ ଥିସିସ୍ ସବ୍‌ମିଟ୍ କଲ ନା ନାହିଁ?”
“ଆଜ୍ଞା । ଭାଇବା ବି ଶେଷ” ।

ମୋତେ ନ ଜଣେଇ ଆସିଚି । ହେଲେ ମୁଁ ପଚାରୁନି । ଭୁବନେଶ୍ୱର ତ ଆଉ ମୋ’ର ନୁହେଁ । ସୁସ୍ମିତ ମୋ’ର ନୁହେଁ । ମୁଁ ନିଜେ ବି ମୋ’ର ନୁହେଁ । ଏଥର ଆଉ କଅଣ ଯୋଜନା, ସେକଥା ବି ମୁଁ ପଚାରୁନି ।

ସେ ତା’ ଆଡ଼ୁ ପଚାରୁଚି, “ଆଉ ଆପଣଙ୍କ ଖବର କଅଣ?”
“ଚାଲିଚି ଯେମିତି ଯାହା ଖ‌ୁଚୁରା କାମ, ଚିରାଚରିତ ।”

ସେ ମୋତେ କାଣି ଆଙ୍ଗୁଠି ଦେଖେଇ ଆର୍‌ବିଆଇ କାନ୍ଥ ଆଡ଼କୁ ଯାଉଚି । ମୁଁ ଓମ୍‌ଫେଡ଼୍‌କୁ ଯାଇ କପ୍ ଥୋଇ, ଟଙ୍କା ଦେଇ, ବ୍ୟାଙ୍କ୍ ଆଗରେ ଠିଆ ହୋଇ ଗ୍ରାଇଣ୍ଡର ଖୋଲୁଚି । ମୋର ସବୁଠୁ ପାଖ ପ୍ରୋଫାଇଲ ହେଲା ‘ବ୍ଲାକ୍,’ ଶହେ ମିଟର ଭିତରେ । ବାୟୋଲାଇନ୍ ହେଲା, ‘ହେଲୋ ! ଡୁ ୟୁ ୱାଣ୍ଟ୍ ଟୁ ଗୋ ଫ୍ରମ୍ ବ୍ଲାକ୍ ଟୁ ଲାଟେ ? ୱିଲ୍ ଇଟ୍ ବି ୱିଥ୍ କ୍ରିମ୍ ? ଅର୍ ଜଷ୍ଟ୍ ବ୍ଲାକ୍ ବଟ୍ ଏକ୍ସ୍ଟ୍ରା ଷ୍ଟ୍ରଙ୍ଗ୍?’ 

ପ୍ରୋଫାଇଲ ଫଟୋଟା ପଛର ଭିୟୁ । ବିନା ଲୁଗାରେ । ଚୁଟି ଲମ୍ବିଚି ଅଣ୍ଟା ଯାଏଁ । ମୁଁ ଧଡ଼୍ କିନା ମୋ’ ପ୍ରୋଫାଇଲ୍ ଡିସ୍‌ଏବଲ୍ କରି ଫୋନ୍ ବନ୍ଦ କରୁଚି ।

ସୁସ୍ମିତ ଯାଉଚି ଚାହା ଦୋକାନ ଆଡ଼େ । 

ହାରାମି କୁମ୍ଭାଟୁଆଟା ପୁଣି ଡାକ ଛାଡ଼ୁଚି । ହୁଁ । ହୁଁ । ହୁଁ ।

Friday, March 15, 2024

The intersection

Sailen Routray

Translated by Samprati Pani


Rabindra Mandap, Bhubaneswar
Photo credit: commons.wikimedia.org/Soumendra Kumar Sahoo 

I’m returning from the Old Bus Stand on my Luna. My speed is 25 km per hour or so. I take the route from PMG Square and turn left from Rabindra Mandap. As soon as I cross the side gate of the Mandap, I overtake him. He’s on a Hercules cycle.

My Luna slows down. His cycle too. He turns to look at me. I too. He’s slender, fair and frail. Has a chiseled face—what you’d call ‘high-cheeked bones’ in English. His hair is of medium length, falling till the shoulders. Not curly like mine. Not straight either. Wavy. I probably wouldn’t say he has a beautiful face, but it’s beckoning, ‘Look at me!’ I look. Then look away. And leave.

A few seconds later, I’ve hardly crossed the State Guest House, when I turn back. He’s waiting just before the intersection. I drive towards him and stop by his side. He smiles. Letting go of my shyness, I ask, ‘Where are you going?’ He says, ‘The Mother’s Centre … Will you come?’ I say, ‘Let’s go.’

He starts cycling furiously, leading me on. I follow in my Luna, slowly. Him in front, me behind, we take a right turn before Kesari Talkies, and in a short while, we reach the Centre. I really like it. It’s clean and beautiful, decorated with care, and quiet. The smell of incense wafts in from all sides. He sits down to pray. I sit next to him with my eyes closed. Neither the Mother nor Aurobindo appear before my closed eyes. All I can see is his chiseled face.

We leave in some time. 

As he’s unlocking his cycle parked near the gate, he says, ‘My name is Sandeep.’

‘I’m Raja’, I say.

‘What do you do?’

‘I dropped +2 last year and am appearing for the exams this year’, I say, though I’m yet to start my preparation for the exams. 

‘Oh, we are the same batch then’, he says. ‘I haven’t taken admission anywhere and am preparing for the engineering entrance. Didn’t get a rank for a government engineering college the last time I appeared.’

I meet him four times after that. The second time at the Centre. But those are other stories.

This one is different. 

Note: This English version of the story (originally written in Odia) was first published in the blog Chiragh Dilli as a part of the piece titled "The city, in love" on September 4, 2022. It is part of a larger series of stories set in Bhubaneswar. In her editorial note to the piece published in Chiragh Dilli, the translator Samprati Pani describes the series in the following words - "The stories are around the theme of ephemeral and routine encounters of love, or its possibility, located in places that serve as public and private landmarks of everyday life in the city."

Friday, March 8, 2024

କୁଣ୍ଡ

ଶୈଲେନ ରାଉତରାୟ


ପର୍ଶୁରାମେଶ୍ୱର ମନ୍ଦିର, ପୁରୁଣା ଭୁବନେଶ୍ୱର
ଫଟୋ କ୍ରେଡ଼ିଟ୍ - ୱିକିମିଡିଆ କମନ୍ସ୍/କୃଷ୍ଣ ଜେନାମଣି

କେଦାରଗୌରୀ ଆଡ଼କୁ ଗଲା ବେଳେ ମନ୍ଦିର ଆଗରୁ ଡାହାଣ ପଟେ ଗୋଟେ ଜଳଖିଆ ଦୋକାନ । ପର୍ଶୁରାମେଶ୍ୱର ଆଗରୁ, ନା ପରେ ପରେ ?

ତୁମେ ଆଉ ମୁଁ ସେଠି ଠିଆ ହେଇଚେ । ମୁଁ ଯାଇଚି ସେଠିକି ଅନେକ ଦିନ ପରେ । ନା । ଅନେକ ମାସ ପରେ । ଭାଙ୍ଗ ଛାଡ଼ିବା ପରେ ଓଲ୍ଡ଼୍ ଟାଉନକୁ ଯିବା ମୋ’ର କମି ଯାଇଛି ।

“ମାଲପୁଆ ଡାଲମା ଅଛି?” 

ପୁରୁଣା ମାଲିକର ନାତି ହେବ ବୋଧେ, ଧେଡ଼ିଆ ହେଇକି ପିଲାଟା ଏବେ ଦୋକାନ ସମ୍ଭାଳୁଚି । ମୁଁ ଆଗରୁ ଭାବୁଥିଲି ଯେ, ସେ ଗୋଟେ ବୋଲକରା ପିଲା ବୋଲି । ହେଲେ ତା’ ଜେଜେ ବାଧିକିରେ ପଡ଼ି ଦୋକାନକୁ ଆସିବା ବନ୍ଦ କଲାରୁ ସେ ହିଁ କାଉଣ୍ଟରରେ ବସୁଚି । ମୁଁ ଦିନେ ପଚାରିଲାରୁ କହିଲା, “ଜେଜେବାପାଙ୍କୁ ପାରାଲିସି ।” ତା’ ଜେଜେବାପା ଯେତିକି କୁହାଳିଆ, ଏ ପିଲା ପୁରା ତା’ର ଓଲଟା । ତିନି ପଦ ପଚାରିଲେ ପଦେ ଉତ୍ତର ।

“ଡାଲମା ନାହିଁ ।” 
“ମାଲପୁଆ?”
“ଅଛି ।”
“ତରକାରି କଅଣ ଅଛି?”
“ଘୁଘୁନି ।”
“ଆଳୁଦମ ହବ କି?”
“ନା ।” 

“ହଉ,” କହି ମୁଁ ମୋ’ ସ୍କୁଟର ଆଡ଼କୁ ଚାଲୁଚି । ତୁମେ ମୋ’ ପଛେ ପଛେ । ଠିକ୍ ଗୋଟେ ପାଦ ପଛକୁ । ଆଳୁଦମ ହେଲେ ବି ଚଳିଥାଆନ୍ତା । ଡାଲମା ନ ହେଲେ ନାହିଁ । ହେଲେ ଘୁଗୁନି ସହିତ ମାଲପୁଆ ମଣ‌ିଷ କେମିତି ଖାଇବ?

“ତୁମର ଖାଲି ମାଲପୁଆ ଖାଇବାର ଇଚ୍ଛା ନଥିଲା?”
“ନା । ତୁମେ ମାଲପୁଆ ଖାଇଥାଆନ୍ତ କି ବିନା ଡାଲମାରେ?”
“ତୁମେ ଖାଇଥିଲେ ଖାଇଥାଆନ୍ତି । ଏକୁଟିଆ ଖାଇବାର ଇଚ୍ଛା ନାହିଁ ।” 
“ହଉ । କଅଣ କରିବା ଏବେ?”
“ତୁମକୁ ବେଶି ଭୋକ କରୁଛି କି?”
“ନା । ତୁମକୁ?”
“ଆଦୌ ନୁହେଁ ।”

ଚଇତି ପୁନେଇ ଆଜି । ଅନେକ ବର୍ଷ ପରେ ଭୁବନେଶ୍ୱରରେ ଚଇତି ପୁନେଇରେ ଚଇତି ବାଆ । ପବନ ଥଣ୍ଡା ତ ନୁହେଁ । କି ଉଷୁମ ବି ନୁହେଁ । ହେଲେ ଉତ୍ତୀର୍ଣ୍ଣ ମାର୍ଚ୍ଚରେ ବି ଦିହରେ ବାଜିଲେ ଆରାମ ଲାଗୁଚି । ନିଜ ଭାଇ କି ଭଉଣୀ ସଲସଲ କଲା ପରି ।

“ପବନ ତ ଭଲ ଦଉଚି । ମୁକ୍ତେଶ୍ୱର ଆଗ ପାର୍କରେ ଚାଲିବା ଟିକେ?”
“ହଉ । ହେଲେ ପହିଲେ ଦେଉଳ କୁଣ୍ଡ ଆଡ଼େ ଟିକେ ବସିବା ।”

ଆମେ ମୁକ୍ତେଶ୍ୱର ମନ୍ଦିର ଚଟି ରଖିବା ଜାଗାରେ ଚପଲ ଥୋଇ ବାଁକୁ ନଯାଇ ଯାଉଚୁ ଡାହାଣକୁ । ଦିଅଁଙ୍କୁ ତୁମେ ଦେଉଳ ବାହାରୁ ଆଣ୍ଠେଇ, ନଇଁ, ମୁଣ୍ଡିଆ ମାରୁଚ । ମୁଁ ଠ‌ିଆ ଠିଆ । ଆଖି ଖାଲି ବନ୍ଦ କରି, ମନରେ । 

ଆମେ କେହି ଭିତରକୁ ପଶ‌ୁନୁ । ବସୁଚୁ ମନ୍ଦିର ବାଁ ପଟେ । କୁଣ୍ଡବନ୍ଧର ପାହାଚରେ, ପାଣି ଭିତରେ ଗୋଡ଼ ବୁଡ଼େଇ ।

ପବନ ଯୋଗୁଁ କୁଣ୍ଡରେ ପାଣିର ଢେଉ । କୁନି କୁନି । କିଏ ହାତରେ ଧରି ଗଢ଼ିଥିବା ପରି । ନହେଲେ ଚାଇନିଜ୍ ରାଇସ୍ ପେଣ୍ଟିଂରେ ଆକାଶ ଆଉ ବାଦଲ ପରି । ସେ ଢେଉର ଛଇ ଅଛି । ଛଟକ ନାହିଁ । ଠିକ୍  ତୁମ ପରି ।

ମୁଁ ତୁମକୁ ପଚାରୁଚି, “ପ୍ରଥମେ ଯେବେ ଏଠିକି ଆସିଥିଲେ, ମନେ ଅଛି?”
“ହଁ । କେତେ ବର୍ଷ ହେଲାଣି? ଦୁଇ? ତିନି?”
“ଆଉ କିଛି ମାସରେ ଚାରି ହେବ ।” 
“ହଁ । ଆମ ପ୍ରଥମ ଆନିଭର୍ସରି ପରେପରେ ।”
“ବାପା ଚାଲିଯିବାର ଠିକ୍ ଦୁଇ ମାସ ପରେ ।”

ମୋ’ ପାଦକୁ ଆସି ମାଛ ଯୋଡ଼େ ଖୁମ୍ପୁଚନ୍ତି । ତୁମ ପାଦକୁ ଆହୁରି ବେଶି, ହେଲେ ମିନିମିନି । ତୁମେ ମୋ’ ଡାହାଣ ପାପୁଲିର ଉପରକୁ ତୁମ ବାଁ ତର୍ଜନୀ ଆଉ ମଝି ଆଙ୍ଗୁଠିରେ ସଲସଲ କରୁଚ । 

“ଦେଖ କଅଣ କଲଣି!” ମୋ ହାତର ରୁମ ଠିଆ ହେଇଚି । 
“ମୋର କିଛି ଦୋଷ ନାହିଁ । ଏଇଟା ଚଇତି ବାଆର କାମ,” ତୁମେ କହୁଚ ।
“ଯାଆ ।”

ତୁମେ ଠିଆ ହେଉଚ । ମୁଁ ବି ।

ଆମେ ଦୁଇ ଜଣ ମୁକ୍ତେଶ୍ୱର ଆଉ ପର୍ଶୁରାମେଶ୍ୱର ମଝିରେ ଥିବା ପାର୍କରେ ଚାଲୁଚୁ । ଆଜି ଚାଲିବା ଲୋକଙ୍କର ଗହଳି କମ୍ । ମଝିରେ ମଝିରେ ଏଠି ସେଠି ଟୋକାଟୋକିଙ୍କ ଯୋଡ଼ି । ପ୍ରାୟତଃ ଚୁପଚାପ ବସିଚନ୍ତି । ମୋବାଇଲିରେ ମୁହଁ ଗେଞ୍ଜା ହେଇଚି ।

ତିନି ଘେରା ମାରିସାରିଲା ପରେ ତୁମେ କହୁଚ, “ପାଦ କାଟିଲାଣି ।” 

“ହଉ ଚାଲ ଯିବା ।” 

ଫେରିଲା ବେଳକୁ ଆକ୍ସେସ୍‌ର ତିନି ଆଡ଼େ ତିନିଟା ମଟରସାଇକଲ । ବାଁ ପଟେ ଗୋଟେ ରିମଡେଲ୍‌ଡ଼୍ ସ୍ପ୍ଲେଣ୍ଡର । ଡାହାଣ ପଟେ ଗୋଟେ ଧତରା କଳା କାଲିବର । ଆଉ ପଛକୁ ସତୁରି ଡିଗ୍ରି କରି ଗୋଟେ ଅରଖ ନୂଆ ତିନିଶହ ପଚାଶ ସିସି ବୁଲେଟେ, ପାଉଁଶିଆ ରଙ୍ଗର ।

ଆମେ ଦୁଇ ମିନିଟ ଅପେକ୍ଷା କଲା ପରେ ଗୁଆଝର ଭ‌ିତରୁ ଗୋଟେ ଛଅଫୁଟିଆ, ମାଲ ଭଳିଆ ଦିଶ‌ୁଥିବା ଟୋକାଟେ ବାହାରୁଚି । ଆଗେ ତମକୁ ଅନଉଚି । ତା’ ପରେ ମତେ । ସେ ବୁଲେଟ କାଢ଼ିଲା ବେଳକୁ ତା’ ବାଁ ବାହୁ ଉପରେ ପଛ ପଟୁ ଦିଶ‌ୁଚି ଗୋଟେ ଚାରି ଆଙ୍ଗୁଳ ଲମ୍ବା ତ୍ରିଶୁଳର ଚିତା ।

ସେ ଗାଡ଼ି ଷ୍ଟାର୍ଟ୍ କଲା ପରେ ତା’ ସାଇଲେନ୍ସରରୁ ବାହାରୁଚି ପୁରୁଣା ଧତଡ଼ା ବୁଲେଟର ଆୱାଜ । ଠିକ୍ ସେତିକି ବେଳେ ପର୍ଶୁରାମେଶ୍ୱର ଆଗ ବରଗଛରୁ ପୁଳେ ପକ୍ଷୀ ଉଡ଼ିଯାଉଚନ୍ତି କେଚେରେମେଚେରେ ହେଇ, ଡରକୁରା ପୁନେଇ ଜହ୍ନକୁ ଚମକେଇ ଦେଇ ।

ମୁଁ ମୁଣ୍ଡ ଟେକି ଅନଉଚି । ମୋ’ ହାତରୁ ଗଳି ପଡ଼ିଥିବା ଚାବି ତୁମେ ଉଠେଇ ମୋ’ ବାଁ ହାତରେ ଦେଇ କହୁଚ, “ଚାଲ ଯିବା । ଭୋକ କଲାଣି । ନିକୋ ପାର୍କ ପାଖବାଲା ଚାଟ୍ ବହୁତ ଦିନ ହେଲା ଖାଇନେ ।” 

ମୁଁ ଗାଡ଼ି ଷ୍ଟାର୍ଟ୍ କରୁଚି ।

“ବସିଲ?”
“ହଁ ।”

ରାସ୍ତା ଫାଙ୍କା । ଦେହ ଉପରେ ଚଇତି ବାଆର ଛୁଆଁ ମୁକ୍ତେଶ୍ୱର କୁଣ୍ଡର ମାଛଙ୍କ ଖୁମ୍ପା ପରି, ହେଇ ଅଛି, ହେଇ ନାଇଁ । କିନ୍ତୁ ଆଖି ବୁଜିଦେଲେ, ଖାଲି ସେଇ ବାଆ ହିଁ । 

Friday, March 1, 2024

Auto-graphy

Sailen Routray


Sunday's street life in the temple district near the Lingaraja Temple in Bhubaneswar
Photo credit: commons.wikimedia.org/G.-U. Tolkiehn

Touching

I am inside a traffic jam in Bhubaneswar. My first traffic jam in Bhubaneswar. Have there been other traffic jams in Bhubaneswar before this? May be. I do not know. This is my first one.

I have caught a shared auto going straight from the old bus stand to Damana Chhaka. The auto is supposed to travel further north all the way till Magnetic Square. When it reaches Acharya Vihar Chhaka, the traffic on the highway is as thick as Ma’s jau.

Everyone gets down. Apart from a young college student and me. A man who would have been more than sixty years old gets in. He is wearing blue jeans and a funky T-shirt. The college kid is sitting in the middle, the old man, at the other end.

The boy has straight, or perhaps straightened, hair falling till the shoulders. He is not particularly good looking, but he is attractive. I take him all in, in a fleeting glance. He notices, but looks away towards the footpath. What is there on the footpath? Nothing, as far as I can see.

The auto moves and stops, moves and then stops again. What looked like heavy traffic a few minutes back is now a roaring traffic jam.

‘What happened?’

‘Soumya Patnaik’s daughter is getting married.’

‘So?’

‘He has invited five thousand people and the reception is in Janata Maidan.’

‘Oh!’

‘So, the traffic has now started piling up even a mile away because of the lack of parking arrangements.’

I get a book out and start reading, ‘And then there were none.’ I had put the book in the bag thinking I had forgotten the plot. But I have not. I still want to read it though. But not here, not under the present circumstances. I keep it back in the bag and take out Bisada eka rutu (Dejection is a season), a collection of poems by Bhanuji Rao, a twentieth-century Odia poet who never got married. The poems are exactly what the doctor ordered. A few minutes pass. Or, is it a quarter of an hour? I do not feel like fishing my mobile phone out and checking the time.

I look up from Bhanuji Rao to see the boy staring at me, rather at my hair. ‘Is your hair really like this?’ ‘As in?’ ‘You haven’t permed it?’ ‘No.’ He looks at my face now and asks, ‘Can I touch it?’ I say, ‘Of course.’

He does not do anything for three seconds. For some reason, I start counting and count till six when he reaches out first with his left hand and then with the other hand and puts both his palms on the top of my mop. He bounces one of his palms a bit and says, ‘Cool’, and rubs a few strands of my hair in his fingers. As if on cue, the traffic starts to move, albeit very slowly, but it moves. 

We cross Janata Maidan in ten grueling minutes and Kalinga Hospital Chhaka in another five. After that the traffic is still heavy, but there is no jam. The boy and I do not say anything to each other. I get down at Damana Chhaka. He gets off to let me pass, so does the old man who has been playing some game on his mobile all this while. I hope the boy would reach out to touch my hair again. But he does not.   

Seeing

You cannot see through the auto’s back. That much is obvious. What you see from the backseat depends on how crowded it is. If there are four people squeezed on the backseat, with each alternative person leaning against the seat or pushed into the front with the knees touching the partition behind the driver’s seat, then it boils down to where you are. 

The best seat is the second one from behind the driver’s right if you are sitting pushed to the front. You are squeezed ahead with only your posterior resting on the seat. You can turn your head to the right and have a clear view through the gap. You can also look straight ahead, or to the left for that matter. You also have a good view of the mirror. You can check the driver out and occasionally check him checking you out. 

But the best seat of all is of course the one in the front to the right of the driver. You have a 180-degree view of the street.

The height from the ground is hardly 20 inches, perhaps a little lower than the driving seat of a scooter. You feel closer to the ground. From the middle of the backseat if you turn towards your right or left, the view is more or less a classic portrait one—a series of moving portraits congealing into a multimedia installation rather than a video. 

On the left, the view is of walls, government-approved and sanitized wall paintings, shops, houses, parked vehicles, decreasingly of trees. On the right, it is primarily of moving traffic and straggling plants on the slivers of soil on the divider. 

However, you perhaps do not look out of autos to see the city. You do that due to the very old human habit of looking out of windows. For the two sides of the backseat of an auto are that strange thing—doors that are also windows and windows that are also doors.

Stopping, not stopping

I am traveling to Cuttack by public transport after a while. Usually, I ride my scooter. But not today. I get down just before the Link Road intersection and loop back to the street going towards the High Court. There are no autos at the head of the road, where it branches off from Press Chhaka. 

I start walking. After three minutes or so, I see a shared auto moving towards me. It seems full. I hail a ride nonetheless. It stops. ‘High Court gadaa?’ I ask. He says, ‘Yes’, and requests a thin guy sitting to his right to move to the back. With some help, the passenger squeezes into the backseat, settling on the tiny wedge of space ceded by the three who are already seated.

I sit on the narrow ledge to the right of the driver. It is not comfortable. The driver, who would not be a day older than twenty-five, senses my discomfort and shifts a bit to his left. I move my posterior by a few inches. It is still not comfortable. But I have a firmer ass-hold now. The driver does not stop for any more passengers. Near the CDA intersection, the guy sitting to the left of the driver gets off. He gives a twenty-rupee note to the driver, who returns a tenner.

The passenger gives it back saying that it is a soiled and damaged note and no one would accept it. The driver takes it back without saying a single word, shuffles through the hamper hanging on the steering for change, figures out a crackling note that looks like it is hot off from the press and gives it to the man now standing on the footpath, saying, ‘Take and sow it’, and zooms off. There is a woman hailing a ride a little further down the road. The driver does not stop.

Listening 

What you generally do not listen inside an auto is the noise of the traffic outside. Wait, you are saying that is not true. Let me explain. You hear the noise of the traffic outside, but you are actually not listening to the honking and the silencers of the bullets. Because you are busy concentrating on your neighbours’ conversations on the mobile phone.

You may hear, for example, a sophisticated, obviously upper-middle-class-looking woman relating her woes of being regularly battered by her husband to her friend in a matter-of-fact manner in Odia. Or someone from Bhawanipatna calling up folks back home and describing the meal that he just had at a marriage reception in a four-star hotel in chaste Koshali. Or a Bengali college student calling her friend and explaining why she prefers Bhubaneswar over Calcutta. You also hear Kui, Santhali, Telugu, Hindi and English. 

The shared auto in Bhubaneswar is a self-evidently polyglot space than any other place in the city, with the possible exception of a general class railway compartment. You also hear stories, like that of the battering, that you would rarely hear elsewhere. What is it about the enclosed space of a shared auto rickshaw that invites this willingness to expose oneself? I do not know. 

But I do know this. Things do sound a little different when you are sitting in a shared auto. The sheer density of the weight of human bodies cramped together in a small space seems to muffle things a bit. So do the plastic dropdown sheets that most autos use to screen off the rains in the monsoon and the chilly winds during winter. 

When the plastic sheets are dropped down in the auto and latched to the poles with strings, the pitter-patter of the rains suddenly moves to a distance. The traffic sounds as if it is coming from a few metres away. It is not so much muffled, as tuned down. Is it this that invites the revelations in shared autos and its polyglossia? I do not know. Do you?

Note: This piece was first published in the blog "Chiragh Dilli" on  December 17, 2022. 

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